Another COVID Christmas

It feels awkward with Christmas falls on a Saturday this year. I keep thinking that today is already Sunday and I have to remind myself that I still need to go for Sunday mass tomorrow. Certainly I did not expect last year that it would be another COVID Christmas this year. I suppose at least it is better this year since I managed to book a Christmas mass.

I still do not have any Christmas spirit. This year I keep telling myself that Christmas is Jesus' birthday so I just want to spend time with him and I do not want to be bothered by humans. I feel so irritated and sian about replying Christmas messages. Thank goodness there were fewer people messaging me this year and I only selectively replied in some of the whatsapp group. Do I really spend time with Jesus though? Nope..

Even when people did not welcome him and He had to be born in a barn, at least Jesus was still surrounded by the love of St Joseph and Mother Mary and still had the angels, animals and shepherd accompanying him. I feel alone with no love and I do not even have cute animals to accompany me. Haiz.. yeah I don't know why but this is my weird Christmas thought for this year.

I am also physically tired since I was out for the whole day yesterday. I went to the embassy in the morning to renew my passport. I spent 1.5 hours there although I was glad that the embassy is in the midst of major renovation. Although it is not completed yet, it is much more modern and the aircon is cooling so the 1.5 hours were not so terrible. I think my photo will be quite ugly again because I have a pimple on my left cheek thanks to the mask. Bleah..

In the evening, I went to my cousin's place to have a Christmas dinner with my aunt. As what I wrote two paragraphs above, I was actually very lazy to socialise this Christmas and I pretended not to see her message earlier this week. However, she kept calling me on subsequent days so I had no choice but to entertain. That is why I am still feeling tired today since I only reached home around 1130pm last night and I went for 7am mass this morning.

Just to end this Christmas post with something Christmas-y, I am happy that recently I managed to win some battles in Final Fantasy 7 First Soldier game. Hehe... I stopped playing for 2 weeks because of busyness but with the ongoing Christmas event, I got hooked again. Although I do not have the Santa skin, at least the Red XIII skin can pass as a Christmas look. I won my first match a few days ago and that was after 161 games played. Yeah I am that lousy hehe.. After winning my second match, I decided to remove the mask skin so that I can see the handsome face if I win a gain. That happened today and this screenshot should be a merry enough for Christmas. Lol.

Lucky I have the Santa hat hahaha...