Sigh... Not only my new year was quite sad, my chinese new year will also be quite sad. There are so many things that I need to do before the CNY comes. I have not done spring cleaning, have not done my laundry, (of course) have not done anything about 2wks worth of school work, have not done my shopping for CNY giveaways, have not done this and that... Add some financial difficulties and a series of mishaps and that's why I'm in misery now. My stuffs are deteriorating: my school bag is already about 4 years old and really... it has done its service well enough, my silver colour pair of shoes is about 2 years old and it needs a replacement, my blue cloth shoes have rubber decorations on the shoes peeling off... even though I rarely wear it. To replace all of these, I need to fork out at least $100. Sigh... I hate buying necessities... but I have no guilt in spending for indulgence. Haha.. Unfortunately, from the start of the year, my investment in my indulgences has been a failure. The nice green mouse I bought for $8.90 has a life span of about 1 week plus. The new handphone sticker that I bought yesterday for $3 'died' in less than 1 DAY. Haiz... That is like throwing $13 down the drain.
Surprisingly, all the things I mentioned above cause more suffering than school work. Perhaps it was because I was still relieved and happy for my success in microbio lab this morning. Though I was slow and I repeated one slide 3x and another slide 2x, I managed to see all the things I was supposed to see. Yay!! There are some projects but I guess those can wait until CNY is over haha... Dean's list is already out and although I already expected it, I am still sad that I cannot get extra cca points. Stupid but... I guess I am desperate already la... for hoping my lousy results last semester earned me the 8 cca points. Hmm hmm.. now come to the topic I dreaded most: CCA. I am left with about 3 weeks for the community service project I spearheaded. Sigh.. I can only give a comment: IT REALLY SUCKS TO WORK WITH PEOPLE I CANNOT/DON'T LIKE TO WORK WITH. It's really trying my patience but oh well, I need their goddamn asses to come down that day for the event.
AAARGH... I am stressed... I think it's obvious from the disorganisation of my thoughts..
The year of Ox is not even here yet... But I can see the big pile of dung rocketing towards me.. It's a year of hardwork indeed...
Surprisingly, all the things I mentioned above cause more suffering than school work. Perhaps it was because I was still relieved and happy for my success in microbio lab this morning. Though I was slow and I repeated one slide 3x and another slide 2x, I managed to see all the things I was supposed to see. Yay!! There are some projects but I guess those can wait until CNY is over haha... Dean's list is already out and although I already expected it, I am still sad that I cannot get extra cca points. Stupid but... I guess I am desperate already la... for hoping my lousy results last semester earned me the 8 cca points. Hmm hmm.. now come to the topic I dreaded most: CCA. I am left with about 3 weeks for the community service project I spearheaded. Sigh.. I can only give a comment: IT REALLY SUCKS TO WORK WITH PEOPLE I CANNOT/DON'T LIKE TO WORK WITH. It's really trying my patience but oh well, I need their goddamn asses to come down that day for the event.
AAARGH... I am stressed... I think it's obvious from the disorganisation of my thoughts..
The year of Ox is not even here yet... But I can see the big pile of dung rocketing towards me.. It's a year of hardwork indeed...
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