It was foolish to hope...
It was stupid to be ignorant before I hope...
It is already too late...
The list is out...
8 pts are gone...
Disappointment... Anger... Emptiness... Hopelessness...
That's all I am left with...
Regret?
No regrets...
There is nothing to regret...
I did no wrong...
I would know if I did...

Work harder...
Try harder...
Pray harder...
Don't quit...
Don't give up...
Don't think these all matter to me know...
I am just too tired...
To try...
To fail...
And to be disappointed...

Where is luck?
Where is God?